There was a sudden silence in my soul, that made the minuets feel like hours.
Hours with no emotion only the urge to give in.
It was my time to suffer, my world had all it’s lights turned off and my direction was lost.
For part of it all I could feel was the pain, yet it was one that I could endure, one I would sleep through night after night. Shaking in my sleep with the fear that bled from my bones.
It felt like I was heading further and further away from life as my body and mind were consumed by the emptiness that I could not bare to pretend that everything was okay anymore.
I gasped for air as he released his grip from my throat.